when you would be able to notice that nothing matters to me when im around you
times flies and i dont pretend to tell you whats going on my mind
sometimes i ask myself whats going on and i dont find an answer
well you will never understand, you wont give me a chance
instead of doing that you prefer to give opportunities to those people that once hurt you
and you know they will do it again
my feelings are complicated, im a complicated person
but im pretty sure that i will do better than any guy you already meet
My time is coming to an end, my life is expiring
but obviously you dont care
you act like you do but its so easy to realize that you dont
Thats why i dont wanna be here anymore, i wanna be free once again
because staying around you will make even crazier than i am right now
im about to lose my mind
It is worth staying around you?
i dont even know what to do anymore
i feel empty
i feel that nobody can save me from this darkness but you
but YOU dont really care about it
Past days been complicated
Its hard to tell whats going on
This feeling is killing me slowly
I feel really different right now
I don't understand whats going on
I realized that everything changed
I decided to stop talking
I decided to stop writing
But i couldn't
Now i wonder how's this gonna end
Now i wonder if this even true
I ask myself
How this happened
But i can't find an asnwer
I try to find a reason
I try find the asnwer
But love has no reason
And my heart has no answer
Its time to say good bye, there's a lot of things to say
But my time has run out, i cant stay here anymore
Every second its important for me
I know you don't care about this
I wont explain this to you
To be honest, i believe I'm crazy
All of this time i tried to figure out so many things,
I don't like how people look at me and judge me,
I don't like how you look at me and judge me,
Sometimes i don't understand whats going on!
Why are you looking at me like that?
Is this bothering you?
I don't even remember your face right now
I feel like an idiot writing this right now
But, i don't understand you ...
And you don't understand anything at all
That's why I'm leaving, That's why I'm leaving you my dear "friend"
I'm leaving you because you wont find out what i tried to tell you all this time
But Do you Care? ... No
Just let the time flow, and let me go with the wind.
Look somewhere else, because when you try to search for me again
I wont be there anymore.
Everyday we talk, you make me smile, you make me happy.
I don't really know whats so special about you,
I don't really know whats so special about you,
I haven't found it yet but you really surprise me every single day.
I feel like your that kind of person that i was looking for, and suddenly when i stopped searching ...
I feel like your that kind of person that i was looking for, and suddenly when i stopped searching ...
You just appeared and you blinded my eyes.
I feel like i can be who i am around you and you would accept without questioning me,
You will always be there no matter the circumstances, no matter how late it is ... or even if i don't say anything for hours ...
I know you will be there, smiling looking at me and without saying anything making me feel like everythings alright.
When I'm talking to you, i can laugh uncontrollably and you wouldn't mind,
because you would laugh with me.
I can say the silliest thing over and over and you wouldn't become annoyed.
I like talking to you, even if its a few seconds, a couple of hours or an entire week,
I can say the silliest thing over and over and you wouldn't become annoyed.
I like talking to you, even if its a few seconds, a couple of hours or an entire week,
because thanks to you my days are full of joy and happiness
You are really important to me
He still remenber those days of joywhen everything was perfect
he always had a smile on his face,
now those days are gone, but the memories are still there
He cant get her out of his mind!
He walks in circles, doing the same thing over and over again
when hes going to stop? WHEN?
Destiny is his worst enemy, but he wont stop, he will never stop.
Too bad he will never learn from this experience
Today is a pretty day,but i dont know why ... i have this weird feeling
its something i cant explain.
I have everything i want
a beatiful family, a lovely sister, awesome friends
but thats not enough.
"Your an Illusion to complex to figure out, very difficult to comprehend
You only live in my dreams, but you seem happy"
Sometimes we have it all, but sadly we dont
we have lovers, but not haters
we have beauty, but not happiness
we have money, but not love
we have goals, but broken dreams
We have it all, but we have nothing...
Nothing at ALL.
The darkness spreads up to being contaminatedon these sheets forever damned,
she who drew light of the shades
she will never be happy...
Bogeys of the free hours
they sleep on this dead sun
we touch the soul of all of them
in this existence, unable to continue.
Incomprehensible life at sight and to the reason
he keeps your compassion after the resplendence
i, under a placid sleep
i shelter when the soft winds blow
i shelter for everything what i know.
Tomorrow I will be able to keep on rising
to the desire of the sleep that it recovers...
the agony of your experiences
Will it be that this sadness is never ending?
Some days will be given the grace of these skies
forever to support
together with this dead flame
the power to turn everything into dust...
My girl, with your blue eyes as the sea,tiny hands... so soft and sensitive
your face so fresh and pure
you're everything to me.
Your heart is full of sweetness,
enjoy your life my little princess...
because i will take care of you with love
until you learn to fly with your own wings.
Look at the rainbow, it's as beautiful as you
it delivers the colors that surround your kindness,
keep them inside your small heart...
just follow your dreams and never forget me.
I will protect you, and make sure you do not wake
to see the misfortune and the hate that exits in this world...
to protect you from the evil and the bad influences
that lead to the perdition and hurt.
I will keep you happy, sweet and fresh like a flower
to that only it rubs a teeny-weeny raindrop...
Here i will be me teeny-weeny, forever,
while God allows me i will be next to you.
I love you.
wishing to die ...
escape to a place where nobody
knows you...
A place where you don’t feel so lonely.
loneliness is what is left instead,
laying next to you
eating with you,
thinking with you.
loneliness comes when love is gone…
The night has come to take us
with impressive dark,
lunar brightness seems to love me
and the melancholy in my being, permanently.
The night is my friend
the night is my lover,
with the dark flaming
vast anthology.
The shadow fell heavily on my back,
the stand and position ecstasy.
announcing stars and swords
a blessed place.
Tonight, I'm only with my thoughts,
tonight, looking for my true being,
tonight, I look for my bloody memories;
tonight I hope my sunrise ...
And if you look for the shadows,
i just found my shade;
stake stuck in my heart
plasma thirsty so desired.
Night is who I am
raven of darkness,
panther of the obscure jungles,
i implore you today.
Noctambulant walk the streets alone and sad
lighting for your particular light,
sleepwalker because you laughed.
appeased by your loneliness.
Night is my name
be any spectral
taciturn mediocre vampire
living dead in the dark...
I don’t want to be the firstI don’t want to be the first to kiss your mouth
I don’t want to be the first to tell you words of love,
I do not want to hurt you
I don’t want to give you fake promises
I don’t want to lie and take you to my bedroom
I prefer another guy to break your heart,
I want you to know about ungrateful affections
so you can see in my eyes, and finally understand that
I don’t want to be the first, but the last man in your life.
You were walking alonebarefooted in my mind
without any emotion
you didnt look at me
not even talking to me...
You only whispered in my ears
that everything was ending
i looked at you
draw a fake smile in my face
and I destroyed myself in thousand pieces.
I saw that you were moving away
tears were going out of my eyes
and i suddenly felt
that the dream we had together dissapeared.
If i could only have your life in my hands
i`d crush it without any reason
i wouldn`t worry if you beg
because your beggings is no use for my ears...
And once im done
i would stare slowly at you
i would put my eyes on your human residues
and cry for all the lost time
Then i would approach secretly
and i would whisper to your ear,
the insignificance that you were for the who were surrounding you
because you were an object, not a human being
Finally a big laugh of mine
that would be heard in all the limits of the universe
and some words that will express:
"You are nothing, not for you, not for anyone..."
